Well recently, this guy, named patrick just dumped me because i was being a total SLUT, WHORE , BITCH u name it, i am it. I didnt get to text him much or pay attention to him. I didnt feel like to text him n it was study week, so i needed more focus and he cant stand it any longer. (actually i did asked him to dump me earlier but well, i tried to hold on)
So, i was feeling a lil bit like -sakit hati- but it was over soon. Another proof that well, im not quite into him yet.
I really wanted you to love me , but i also understand that u cant do what i want u to do because u moved on, u have a girl whom u promised to anything, and i know ur d type to fulfill d promises of ur loved ones, i certainly realize that im d one who leads u to move on and gave u a strong reason to have a cold heart towards me.
Mmm i dont think u have anything to say about this as, well idk. I just dnt feel u wont feel anything about it.
Should i be gone in anytime now or in d future, u can always read this, my lovely journey, which i always found the courage to write, in tears, as i was d one, u know, who gave up on us.
I wish for only one, that my life could get better than my childhood, but no. my source of happiness is gone. Forever.