thought that i could go to sleep but no :(
whats worse is, our class starts at 7am tomoroww and its almost 2am now. goshhhhhhhh im wasting time.
but im feeling restless. like i need to spill out everything.
i want to say that i still love you, but i cant.
i want to study, but i cant.
i want to sleep but still, i cant.
like there's something bothering me and i dont even know what it is.
i just hate feeling.
i hate the feeling of loving him. it makes me vulnerable.
i wish i dont have to pretend to listen and ask stuffs about you guys.
but then if i dont ask, i dont know how good she's been treating you.
i tried to move on, but i cant. i though i could.
but no. i couldnt at all.

the greatest thing u'll ever learn, is to love and be loved in return.
i love you beh.
xoxo !

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